Tuesday, January 03, 2006
My heart just cringed. I just went to a blog i've not step into for ages as I felt I can actually read it, and feel neutral towards what I read. Memories can hurt or put a smile to your face. I can't decide where to place this memory. Did it hurt? Or was it good? Had a talk with ??? about the issue. I don't know what to do about it. This is one issue which I feel that avoiding it totally would be the best solution. I would usually face my problems, but this is one exception. Keeping myself really busy is a really superb escapist trick. It works wonders. It brings me away from all thoughts. There wouldn't even be time to think about anything at all.
Today should be the last day of work till I'm free from production. It'll be full throttle from tomorrow onwards for school stuff. I've so many things I left uncompleted due to my money grabbing oppurtunities. I need the money for production! I need the money to clear debts! I need the money for vice! I've learnt that money can actually bring you happiness. The bull about money can't buy happiness. Those are just rich people talk. Bullshit.
Today should be the last day of work till I'm free from production. It'll be full throttle from tomorrow onwards for school stuff. I've so many things I left uncompleted due to my money grabbing oppurtunities. I need the money for production! I need the money to clear debts! I need the money for vice! I've learnt that money can actually bring you happiness. The bull about money can't buy happiness. Those are just rich people talk. Bullshit.
