wasted mind, wasted thoughts

What a week. Had school, watched films and more films, beer, exercise.
I feel quite tired actually.
It has been quite a healthy week, minus the drinking part, I feel quite good with myself. I actually went to the gym, ran, and swam. When was the last bloody time I actually did something healthy? Oh. I played soccer. But anyway, I have to get back my fitness before I get bombed with a letter telling me to take IPPT.

I feel like a freak. My skin has been peeling off my back ever since I got the sunburn and I look like a leper. Going swimming is a true test of my courage. With my facial degenaration, coupled with my peeling back, I looked like an experiment gone wrong. PLUS when i swam a couple of laps, my eyes started to sting and it hurt like hell. I couldn't even open it properly till later in the night while I am typing this post. I guess it must be the chlorine or something. I swear never to go back to that swimming pool again.

I can see myself being extremely busy once mid dec arrives. It feels as though I am looking in the sky and I see a storm approaching. The assignments are scary. I've got so much to write and I don't write at all! Doomed. But I'm anticipating my slide photography. So exciting. Can't wait to shoot my friends as my models.

I gotta go to the NSC. I need help. And gosh, I think I'm starting to blog like xiaxue, minus the pictures.
God save me.