wasted mind, wasted thoughts

Just updated writewrite. Long time since I updated I guess, so I did a 3 hit combo. I find a lack of thought to write nowadays. Even if I do, I just scrap of bits and pieces from my head from one event, leading to another, then another. Sounds like a sureallistic film, where the film maker just blots down spontaneous thoughts and puts them on the big screen. Think 2 dead donkeys being dragged on a piano by a man. Do not attempt to think of the logic or the symbolism behind it. It's just spontan thoughts.

I'm going to a production house tomorrow to try out this PA job that I was offered. Here's the catch. Everyone, be warned, the next line might throw you off your seat. They are paying me $600 per month. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? Even macdonalds pays more than that! So why the hell do I still wanna do it? To meet people in the industry, to gain exposure, and of course to do something I love. At the expense of my pay. Argh. I will get more details of the job and if all goes well, I'll be that slave.
Basically, I just want to keep myself busy. If I have more free time, my thoughts will tend to wander, which is when I get my inspiration for writewrite, and when I tend to think of sad stuff. So keeping busy is good.
Now, off to keep myself busy with the shit load of anime the hair lent me.