wasted mind, wasted thoughts

Manic Street Preachers - A Design For Life
Libraries gave us power
Then work came and made us free
What price now for a shallow piece of dignity

I wish I had a bottle
Right here in my dirty face to wear the scars
To show from where I came

We don’t talk about love we only want to get drunk
And we are not allowed to spend
As we are told that this is the end

A design for life
A design for life
A design for life
A design for life

I wish I had a bottle
Right here in my pretty face to wear the scars
To show from where I came

We don’t talk about love we only want to get drunk
And we are not allowed to spend
As we are told that this is the end

A design for life
A design for life
A design for life
A design for life

We don’t talk about love we only want to get drunk
And we are not allowed to spend
As we are told that this is the end

A design for life
A design for life
A design for life
A design for...
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I just realised another fact about myself.
I can't study on Sundays, especially after soccer in the morning.
I will TRY to read something but I realise I could only endure at most 15mins of the torture.
I remember starting at 3pm.
And what seemed like an eternity after reading a few pages was just 15mins!
My eyes couldn't hold up any longer, and my head was telling me to take a dive onto the bed.
Of course, I relented, as the temptation was too strong.
I was reading off Koobi just beside the bed! What do you think!?
Of course I fell into temptation! I'm only human..
Before knocking out, I put my alarm to 430, giving myself 1hr of rest.
You guessed it, I comatosed till 715 when my parents woke me up to have dinner.
Edwin ah edwin, never, NEVER, tell yourself you can study after Sunday soccer.
It's all just a lie if you tell yourself you can do it.
But maybe I should attribute the knocking out to the pointless rubbish that I have to read.
Go figure, 'The new novel has no logic, but has own logic'.
There is plenty more, call me if you'd like to have a good laugh.

Oh no. School holidays are coming.
I have to get a job.
Monday, shooting in soundstage to finish up the 16mm showreel + study.
Tuesday, shooting stills for school event, and Film as Art final test. Remember, 'No logic, but has own logic'.
Wednesday, pending + hardcore dvd watching.
Thursday, pending, or movie watching depending on the boss.
Friday, pending + real hardcore dvd watching.
Saturday, pending.
Sunday, play ball(hopefully).
I hope I can get the job by Wednesday, which explains 'pending'.
I don't want to spend my life selling handphones!
Maybe I should try shops that rent dvds out. I can earn money, and watch shows at the same time. How bout that!
Have a nice day.
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Stereophonics - Have a nice day
San Francisco Bay
Past pier thirty nine
Early p.m.
Can't remember what time
Got the waiting cab
Stopped at the red light
Address, unsure of
But it turned out just right

It started straight off
"Coming here is hell"
That's his first words
We asked what he meant
He said "where ya' from?"
We told him our lot
"When ya' take a holiday
Is this what you want?"

So have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

Lie around all day
Have a drink to chase
"Yourself and tourists, yeah
That's what I hate"
He said "We're going wrong
We've all become the same
We dress the same ways
Only our accents change

So have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

Swim in the ocean
That be my dish
I drive around all day
And kill processed fish
It's all money gum
No artists anymore
You're only in it now
To make more, more, more

So have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day