Monday, August 01, 2005

Sometimes I just feel that the whole world hates me.
People talking behind my back when there aren't (I think), people giving me quiet, evil stares from afar, and people creeping up behind my back to give it a cold, hard stab.
I just feel that way, don't ask me why.
Other times, I feel like I'm all alone in this world.
It seems like I don't exist, with people not acknowledging my very existance.
I go about wandering the streets, watching as groups of passerbys walk, oblivious to my presence.
I talk to myself, asking questions about the world in my head, comparing it with our world.
Lack of appreciation, lack of comprehension, lack of compassion.
All these I feel the world is lacking, I feel that I am lacking.

Enough of the nonsense.
Watched Seven Swords that day.
I actually do enjoy it.
Great cinematic experiance.
I do feel that Tsui Hark has great vision.
His framing is beautiful (of course there are some that aren't that beautiful), and the DP did a fantastic job.
I still am wondering what kept me stuck to my seat for 2 1/2 hrs when I can't even watch films in school without sleeping.
The story for Seven Swords is real simple, actually computer game like.
Action, action, and more action. (Great kungfu scenes)
Am still pondering over the saving grace of the film.
What is it!? Can someone tell me?
Is it Charlie Yeung?
I think I will get the DVD.

Nights are getting shorter for me.
It's doing great diservice for my complexion(if there's any left), my eyes, and my physique.
I'm a glutton for sleep.
So shortened nights are torturous for me.
But days seem to be getting shorter day by day.
Sleep seems to waste so much of my time.
I need to catch up on so many things.
My dear friends, my dvd watching, movie watching, and my dear friends again.
I know I must find a balance, but it's so difficult.
I really do not want to distant myself from any of them.
Being a distant from someone once close to you is a very heart aching experiance.
Very.

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