wasted mind, wasted thoughts

I've been reloading the blogger page many times.
I got something to rant about, but I don't know what it is.
I feel _____.
I don't even know what I feel, which explains the blank.
I don't know, maybe I'm feeling empty.

I've got a question for all my friends.
Who am I to you?
I've been thinking about this with regards to people I know.
I realise that close friends only narrow down to a few. I think.
It seems the people on my so called priority list have become rather distant.
With them at a distant, I can see myself in a dark room, with only a spot of light shining down on me.
I don't even know who are on my priority list anymore.
And whose priority list am I on. Maybe none, which I wouldn't be surprised about.

Thanks to Wendy for sending 'Fix You' by Coldplay.
You're right, it's really beautiful.


Fix You - Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try and fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try and fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from all of my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.