Monday, June 13, 2005
I'm excited over the fact that we're shooting end this week.
Though the script is rather thin, the thought of actually having the ability to decide what I want in a frame excites me so much.
The thought of how I want the person's face to look with contrast and brightness thrills me.
But one thing that I'm so concerned with is time, and how I'm going to manage it.
I've got screenings I'm gonna miss.
I've got people I'm gonna miss.
I've got activities I'm gonna miss.
For example, this week.
I'm missing FREE screenings of Batman Begins and Unleashed, and probably 2nd Singapore Shortcuts this Saturday because of school related activities.
I'm gonna miss Observatory in town.
I'm gonna give work a miss, which means no income.
I'm gonna give football a miss, which means no exercise or brotherly bonding.
All in the name of love.
Sigh.
I'm going to TRY quitting smoking.
I decided to do it yesterday after reading something the night before.
But yesterday, I actually had one stick, which I guess was due to alcoholic influence.
Today, breaks during lessons made me follow a fellow classmate out for a puff as he offered.
Damn, I gotta work on my discipline.
I mustn't yield to temptation.
Finally there's something else I want the world to know about me.
If I have something to tell you, I will.
No matter how much you ask me, I wouldn't tell if it's personal.
If I don't intend to tell you, STOP GUESSING. STOP PROBING.
It's bloody irritating.
I've got 2 parents, I don't need another.
And parents have a higher priority as compared to you.
Yes, you might be concerned, I appreciate it.
A simple, 'hope all's well' or 'all the best' would be great.
After that, stop it.
I'm not a nice person, I'm mean.
Just too bad.
Though the script is rather thin, the thought of actually having the ability to decide what I want in a frame excites me so much.
The thought of how I want the person's face to look with contrast and brightness thrills me.
But one thing that I'm so concerned with is time, and how I'm going to manage it.
I've got screenings I'm gonna miss.
I've got people I'm gonna miss.
I've got activities I'm gonna miss.
For example, this week.
I'm missing FREE screenings of Batman Begins and Unleashed, and probably 2nd Singapore Shortcuts this Saturday because of school related activities.
I'm gonna miss Observatory in town.
I'm gonna give work a miss, which means no income.
I'm gonna give football a miss, which means no exercise or brotherly bonding.
All in the name of love.
Sigh.
I'm going to TRY quitting smoking.
I decided to do it yesterday after reading something the night before.
But yesterday, I actually had one stick, which I guess was due to alcoholic influence.
Today, breaks during lessons made me follow a fellow classmate out for a puff as he offered.
Damn, I gotta work on my discipline.
I mustn't yield to temptation.
Finally there's something else I want the world to know about me.
If I have something to tell you, I will.
No matter how much you ask me, I wouldn't tell if it's personal.
If I don't intend to tell you, STOP GUESSING. STOP PROBING.
It's bloody irritating.
I've got 2 parents, I don't need another.
And parents have a higher priority as compared to you.
Yes, you might be concerned, I appreciate it.
A simple, 'hope all's well' or 'all the best' would be great.
After that, stop it.
I'm not a nice person, I'm mean.
Just too bad.
