wasted mind, wasted thoughts

The month has been a blast
The surreality blew me away
But I know it won't last
I'll embrace it till the last day
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The past 2 weeks have really been a blast.
I don't know if it's called a reunion, but it's something like that.
I don't know who I've found.
Did I find a lost friend? Or did I find someone else?
I've been thinking more than usual of late.
Do I want this? Or do I not?
Should I do this? Or should I not?
Do I really want the answers?
I'll just enjoy each day, while the day lasts.

Thank you.