wasted mind, wasted thoughts

I'm happy.
I'm glad I managed to catch shows like Hotel Rwanda, A Very Long Engagement, and Finding Neverland even though I'm poor.
That's 'cos I watched them all for free!
Happy!
The 3 mentioned shows are really of great quality.
I swear.

I went out today with only 20cents in my wallet and my EZ-link card with only $1.20.
I made it home alive.
Thanks to friends who drive, and friends who have passes for free movies.
Me is glad.
But I'm partly upset that people do look at appearances and judge as well.
I'm saying this with reference with to my little encounter at a job agency.
I think I should get rid of my ear rings and get my hair black and give it a trim.
I give people the impression that I am a hooligan.
Sigh.

Now, I must get some money for movies I want to watch.
On the list:
Howl's Moving Castle
Million Dollar Baby
Team America:World Police
Sweden Film Fest
Aussie Film Fest
and many others that I can't remember.

Now that I stopped buying ciggys, I think the next killer would be movies followed by beer.
I need money.
Please let money drop from the sky, God.