Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Woke up today to nothing new, again.
Been stuck to the computer since I woke up.
At times just starting at the screen, looking for something to do.
At times chatting aimlessly till friends sign off.
It rained again today.
And it just ended.
There wasn't a silver lining.
A cool breeze enters the window where I just had a smoke.
Everything seems so peaceful after the rain.
No one on the streets because of the rain.
As I look down, the view almost looked like a still portrait, or a photo taken with my eyes.
It sets me to wonder how things have been going for me the past days, weeks, months, years.
Somehow it coincides with the view from my window, still, motionless, and lifeless.
But strange enough, it has been colourful and vibrant.
So I can portray my life as a picture/photograph.
Though motionless, it captures the essence from a chosen view with its colours and vibrance.
I want it to be a motion picture, a moving visual, a film.
Maybe that's why I truly enjoy watching all those films.
But aren't films made with many shots caught on reel?
So I musn't forget that though my life is like a picture right now, in time to come, it may become a film, constituting the many still motionless pictures I once thought useless and forgettable.
Argh.
Is it me or am I just being emo from boredom?
Been stuck to the computer since I woke up.
At times just starting at the screen, looking for something to do.
At times chatting aimlessly till friends sign off.
It rained again today.
And it just ended.
There wasn't a silver lining.
A cool breeze enters the window where I just had a smoke.
Everything seems so peaceful after the rain.
No one on the streets because of the rain.
As I look down, the view almost looked like a still portrait, or a photo taken with my eyes.
It sets me to wonder how things have been going for me the past days, weeks, months, years.
Somehow it coincides with the view from my window, still, motionless, and lifeless.
But strange enough, it has been colourful and vibrant.
So I can portray my life as a picture/photograph.
Though motionless, it captures the essence from a chosen view with its colours and vibrance.
I want it to be a motion picture, a moving visual, a film.
Maybe that's why I truly enjoy watching all those films.
But aren't films made with many shots caught on reel?
So I musn't forget that though my life is like a picture right now, in time to come, it may become a film, constituting the many still motionless pictures I once thought useless and forgettable.
Argh.
Is it me or am I just being emo from boredom?
