wasted mind, wasted thoughts

Oh, rainy days are here to stay.
The sound of raindrops falling on my window seem to be keeping time with the rhythm from my typing.
The gloomy atmosphere, the dark clouds, the unlit bedroom.
Sudden moodiness welling up.

"To all those who seek, happiness keep, a record of all your sadness"

A line I picked up from the song 'Time of Rebirth'.
Happened to be listening to The Observatory along with the current moodiness, gloominess and darkness.
It seems that the songs only amplified the effect rather than to sooth it.
Guess what's the next song that comes alone.
'Waste Your Life'.

I've been bumming for like coming 2 weeks?
I feel out of sorts without anything to do.
And the loneliness is so hard to bear.
Friends studying for whatever's coming along, others working, others with their girlfriends.
I'm left behind without exams, work, or a girlfriend.

I am a good for nothing.
But the least I can do now, is to strive not to be one.