wasted mind, wasted thoughts

On Your Own

It's about time
I've come to terms with myself
I've been lost for so long
Dragged along with the hands of time

(On your own) Please stand up
(On your own) Make the decisions
Oppurtunities
they don't last for so long
While they're there
Reach out and grasp
On your own
On your own

Being a lost soul
Without a mind of my own
Drifting for so long
Floating along in the passage of time

No one will be there to save you
No one will be there to guide you
You've gotta finish what you've started
Complete the race of time

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I'm getting really worried.
My song explains all.
I got so worried that I got inspired to write those lyrics.
I've written down in my little notebook what worries me as well.

Educational Worries/Paths to choose

• Lasalle Music Technology Course ($14K/yr !!!!!!!!!!!)
• Mass Comm @ MDIS or anywhere else
• Arts & Soci + NIE (TEACH)
• IT Degree @ anywhere

 

• visit www.mita.gov.sg
• visit Lasalle @ kallang
• visit NIE/MOE website
• visit MDIS HQ

These are exactly the things I've written down.
And they worry me.
Where do I find the money to study?
Is everything too late with my age?
While buying rice home for my mum to prepare dinner, I decided to go get a $1 toto quickpick, thinking that it would get me money should I win.
Alas, they sold out(according to what the aunty told me).
It must be God's will.
May God bless those with dreams.