Sunday, June 06, 2004
Joy hath found thee.
I got "surprised" with a gift.
I got the latest Holland jersey from someone.
I really couldn't help but stay motionless and shocked for that moment.
All I can say is that I don't have this thing with gifts as I hardly had any my life.
I can even say the same for the remaining years of my life.
So receiving a gift would be a big thing for me.
Call me corny or whatever, but it's true.
I'm a sucker for gifts, any kind.
Maybe I'm cheap? I don't care.
I'm just not used to receiving gifts, except offering them.
I'm really confused.
I don't want to jump into conclusions.
I must make careful thoughts this time.
I just got reminded yesterday that I've been loveless for 5 years.
That's half a decade.
1 out of 20 of a century.
Maybe if some of you are reading this, it might bring a frown to your face as you've got a similiar experiance.
Yes, I've been alone for 5 years and I haven't noticed it.
I only complain once in a while and forget about it again the next moment.
Have I been too complacent with life?
Or there really isn't a need for someone special?
Can close friends really fill up that spot?
Maybe I ask for too much out of a person?
I've got a small circle of female friends?
I feel as though I got pulled out of a situation but placed into a new one.
Someone saved me, but got me into another predicament.
Maybe it isn't that bad. I shouldn't call it a predicament.
It might be a blessing in disguise.
I can only wait. No more rushing and forcing and guessing.
Just stay cool, composed, and allow it to flow freely.
Last line to everyone before I prepare for town where Jason's got free bags waiting for us.
Love is in the air!
I got "surprised" with a gift.
I got the latest Holland jersey from someone.
I really couldn't help but stay motionless and shocked for that moment.
All I can say is that I don't have this thing with gifts as I hardly had any my life.
I can even say the same for the remaining years of my life.
So receiving a gift would be a big thing for me.
Call me corny or whatever, but it's true.
I'm a sucker for gifts, any kind.
Maybe I'm cheap? I don't care.
I'm just not used to receiving gifts, except offering them.
I'm really confused.
I don't want to jump into conclusions.
I must make careful thoughts this time.
I just got reminded yesterday that I've been loveless for 5 years.
That's half a decade.
1 out of 20 of a century.
Maybe if some of you are reading this, it might bring a frown to your face as you've got a similiar experiance.
Yes, I've been alone for 5 years and I haven't noticed it.
I only complain once in a while and forget about it again the next moment.
Have I been too complacent with life?
Or there really isn't a need for someone special?
Can close friends really fill up that spot?
Maybe I ask for too much out of a person?
I've got a small circle of female friends?
I feel as though I got pulled out of a situation but placed into a new one.
Someone saved me, but got me into another predicament.
Maybe it isn't that bad. I shouldn't call it a predicament.
It might be a blessing in disguise.
I can only wait. No more rushing and forcing and guessing.
Just stay cool, composed, and allow it to flow freely.
Last line to everyone before I prepare for town where Jason's got free bags waiting for us.
Love is in the air!
