wasted mind, wasted thoughts

I feel happy.
For certain reasons.
I am,
Happy I went out yesterday.
Happy that I'm done with the week(almost, I'm the DO tomorrow).
Happy with what I currently have.
Happy that I knew her.
Happy that Eric would be back Saturday.
Happy that I've got my bosom friends(yeah Reccos!).
Happy that I'm ORD-ing soon(but not soon enough).
Happy that today is pay-day(though it's $120 lesser).
Happy that I am here.
Happy that I am Edwin.
Happy that I've got the new Holland jersey.
Happy that I got someone the Evenstar.
Happy that work ends at 1730hrs.
Happy that Euro is coming this Saturday.
Happy that I am happy.
Happy if she is happy.

Remember the quote from Moulin Rouge?
"How wonderful it is to love, and to be loved in return".
Indeed.. That would be amazing.
Imagine it to be a one-sided thing.
Just to love and not to be loved in return.
Doesn't it sound frightening?

Gosh. I think I'm sounding a little too mushy..
It's so NOT me!!