Thursday, April 01, 2004
Just spent money. Though not much, but I felt the pinch. Call me stingy, or poor. However you put it.
Bought some T-shirts with logos from our childhoods. Remember Transformers or Thundercats? Yes. I bought those. =)
Got some socks too.
Headed for home after some so called shopping. I just wanted to use up my vouchers before they expire. But guess what? They expire next year... *grumbles*
The stuff I want would only be available at the end of the week, so I left without buying anything from there. But so as not to waste my trip to Queensway and to create a fruitful trip, I bought the T-shirts and the socks. How nice of me =)
Helppp I must not spend anymore till the 10th!!! I must discipline myself! For my future!
Though money is not that important to me(that's why people around me see me spending it like water in the past), it is a must in this place we've created. I sadly bow to it's hold on the everything around me. If not for money, would I have the education to help develop my thoughts and mentality? Without money, would I have food to sustain me for today, tomorrow, next week? It has "created" everything around us. Look around you. What has money not lay it's hands on? I would love to say that money can never buy me love nor a good heart. But is it involved in the process of gaining a good heart? Lasting love?
I find it difficult to say it out loud that money isn't involved in the above mentioned.
I guess the only thing I can say now is that I use it wisely. That it's used to make me a better person, or to nourish myself with knowledge that would make me wise. Wise enough to know where money can't grip.
I should urge myself everyday to think more, to ask more. To climb to greater heights of the rabbit's fur.
I want to know what is important, truly important to us. To find out what evidence is there to prove that our existance is needed. To unravel the mystery of the human soul.
I just want to know more. I want to realise the fact that knowledge is power.
I. Everything revolves around I. Maybe I should change to WE. I should stop being selfish and stop thinking about myself.
Bought some T-shirts with logos from our childhoods. Remember Transformers or Thundercats? Yes. I bought those. =)
Got some socks too.
Headed for home after some so called shopping. I just wanted to use up my vouchers before they expire. But guess what? They expire next year... *grumbles*
The stuff I want would only be available at the end of the week, so I left without buying anything from there. But so as not to waste my trip to Queensway and to create a fruitful trip, I bought the T-shirts and the socks. How nice of me =)
Helppp I must not spend anymore till the 10th!!! I must discipline myself! For my future!
Though money is not that important to me(that's why people around me see me spending it like water in the past), it is a must in this place we've created. I sadly bow to it's hold on the everything around me. If not for money, would I have the education to help develop my thoughts and mentality? Without money, would I have food to sustain me for today, tomorrow, next week? It has "created" everything around us. Look around you. What has money not lay it's hands on? I would love to say that money can never buy me love nor a good heart. But is it involved in the process of gaining a good heart? Lasting love?
I find it difficult to say it out loud that money isn't involved in the above mentioned.
I guess the only thing I can say now is that I use it wisely. That it's used to make me a better person, or to nourish myself with knowledge that would make me wise. Wise enough to know where money can't grip.
I should urge myself everyday to think more, to ask more. To climb to greater heights of the rabbit's fur.
I want to know what is important, truly important to us. To find out what evidence is there to prove that our existance is needed. To unravel the mystery of the human soul.
I just want to know more. I want to realise the fact that knowledge is power.
I. Everything revolves around I. Maybe I should change to WE. I should stop being selfish and stop thinking about myself.
