Friday, April 02, 2004
Feeling a bit high from the alcohol consumed during happy hour in camp. Had a fair share of drinks just now and still managed to ride home.
The feeling of riding home when I'm rather high is quite exciting. I dare do stuff that I usually wouldn't do. I admit it's dangerous. But my bravery was increased ten fold or more. It is stupid. I know. But the feeling of being free to do whatever I want is good. I feel the freedom I never feel before. Mind you, I don't drink much often. And I am not that good a drinker too. Jimmy and the rest kept stressing me with drinks. Even my boss had a share in the stress. Damn. Thinking of Eric while drinking. I bet Jimmy felt the same way too. We spoke of him while having some drinks. We miss you Eric. Sigh.
Was feeling rather weird while talking to the rest just now. The fake laughter I produced once in a while. The fake interest in their topics. I know I've gotta do this once in a while because of the environment that I work in. Sounds rather sad. Hmm.. Well, I've got free food and drink. Who cares.
Asked M to the Newpaper Big Walk. Hope she goes with me. We talk more during walks. Weird.
Now I'm wondering if she'll go shopping with me tomorrow for S's present. S's bday is coming soon. Better do something about it quick. And also I'd have a chance to see M tomorrow. hahahaahah. Kill me Timmy boy. And to think I told you all that last time. But mine is a different case!
Oh man... Talking loads of nonsense right now. Must be the alcohol working. Better go sleep. Must work tomorrow. Till tomorrow!!!! Tomorrow will be a better day! Man U will whack the living day lights out of Arsenal!!!
The feeling of riding home when I'm rather high is quite exciting. I dare do stuff that I usually wouldn't do. I admit it's dangerous. But my bravery was increased ten fold or more. It is stupid. I know. But the feeling of being free to do whatever I want is good. I feel the freedom I never feel before. Mind you, I don't drink much often. And I am not that good a drinker too. Jimmy and the rest kept stressing me with drinks. Even my boss had a share in the stress. Damn. Thinking of Eric while drinking. I bet Jimmy felt the same way too. We spoke of him while having some drinks. We miss you Eric. Sigh.
Was feeling rather weird while talking to the rest just now. The fake laughter I produced once in a while. The fake interest in their topics. I know I've gotta do this once in a while because of the environment that I work in. Sounds rather sad. Hmm.. Well, I've got free food and drink. Who cares.
Asked M to the Newpaper Big Walk. Hope she goes with me. We talk more during walks. Weird.
Now I'm wondering if she'll go shopping with me tomorrow for S's present. S's bday is coming soon. Better do something about it quick. And also I'd have a chance to see M tomorrow. hahahaahah. Kill me Timmy boy. And to think I told you all that last time. But mine is a different case!
Oh man... Talking loads of nonsense right now. Must be the alcohol working. Better go sleep. Must work tomorrow. Till tomorrow!!!! Tomorrow will be a better day! Man U will whack the living day lights out of Arsenal!!!
