Thursday, March 18, 2004
Yawn.. Boring day.
I'm currently all alone at home now. I hate being alone. I can't stand loneliness. So maybe now some of you might understand why I'd call out of the blue, asking you out for a movie or a cuppa.
It was the same yesterday. I was all alone at home, wasting some time on the net and on TV. I was actually expecting my parents to come home soon. I was glad to see them when they were back. Weird.. I admit I used to detest their presence because of the nagging and grumbling. Maybe now that the nagging and grumbling has decreased due to my aging and growing maturity (though still rather immature), we've moved on to casual chat about programmes on TV or even the current news. I even went shopping with my mom recently (oh my God) which I've never done before. I'm starting to accept them more, as people close to me. I don't want to describe them as family. I'd rather use the phrase "people close to me" as these are the people I care for. I can dislike a family member, but hating people close to me? Then they wouldn't be close to me in the first place!
But sad to say not long after they came back, I left in the midst of watching American Idol with my dad. He was actually quite amazed at my departure partly because it was late, and partly coz I'm leaving on a TV show I watch quite often. I went to attend to a call from a friend as she wanted company. Going all the way down to ChinaBar, I was really bored as I didn't want to go in the first place. But well, I can't leave a friend in the lurch right? No strings attached. It was just out of plain concern. But I wanted to leave the place early and send her back so I could go to sleep. Been kinda tired recently.
There're so many movies out today! Today marks another batch of new movies coming in. The last batch was great! Managed to catch most of them. Glad that I did.. Or I'll blame myself. I don't watch movies alone. I need company! I'd die if everyone around me were to vanish into thin air, leaving me with no one to talk to. Now I need to find some people to watch all these new movies... But the problem is everyone's busy studying. I guess I need to catch one or two shows alone. Self indulgance. Hmmm.
Nobody wants to be lonely. We need attention and love. I know I need them. Be reminded love doesn't only apply to the birds and the bees. Love can come actually from many areas that we've not taken much notice to. Let's all find love together shall we? Sounds kinda hippy... Like from the 60's or so. Oh well.
All we need is love!
I'm currently all alone at home now. I hate being alone. I can't stand loneliness. So maybe now some of you might understand why I'd call out of the blue, asking you out for a movie or a cuppa.
It was the same yesterday. I was all alone at home, wasting some time on the net and on TV. I was actually expecting my parents to come home soon. I was glad to see them when they were back. Weird.. I admit I used to detest their presence because of the nagging and grumbling. Maybe now that the nagging and grumbling has decreased due to my aging and growing maturity (though still rather immature), we've moved on to casual chat about programmes on TV or even the current news. I even went shopping with my mom recently (oh my God) which I've never done before. I'm starting to accept them more, as people close to me. I don't want to describe them as family. I'd rather use the phrase "people close to me" as these are the people I care for. I can dislike a family member, but hating people close to me? Then they wouldn't be close to me in the first place!
But sad to say not long after they came back, I left in the midst of watching American Idol with my dad. He was actually quite amazed at my departure partly because it was late, and partly coz I'm leaving on a TV show I watch quite often. I went to attend to a call from a friend as she wanted company. Going all the way down to ChinaBar, I was really bored as I didn't want to go in the first place. But well, I can't leave a friend in the lurch right? No strings attached. It was just out of plain concern. But I wanted to leave the place early and send her back so I could go to sleep. Been kinda tired recently.
There're so many movies out today! Today marks another batch of new movies coming in. The last batch was great! Managed to catch most of them. Glad that I did.. Or I'll blame myself. I don't watch movies alone. I need company! I'd die if everyone around me were to vanish into thin air, leaving me with no one to talk to. Now I need to find some people to watch all these new movies... But the problem is everyone's busy studying. I guess I need to catch one or two shows alone. Self indulgance. Hmmm.
Nobody wants to be lonely. We need attention and love. I know I need them. Be reminded love doesn't only apply to the birds and the bees. Love can come actually from many areas that we've not taken much notice to. Let's all find love together shall we? Sounds kinda hippy... Like from the 60's or so. Oh well.
All we need is love!
