Thursday, February 12, 2004

I love the song I put up yesterday. Faces in disguise.
I really love these bands and their music. Very real, very raw. Maybe that's why people call them underground bands. It has been my dream to be a musician or anything to do with music since young. Composing? Writing? Guitar? Drums? I love music. But how do you go about doing it? Join Singapore Idol? That's a joke. Look at what's happening to real music. Look at what we're paying for to listen. Utter thrash. Listen to what's on the radio these days. Crap. What happened to real music? Every song on the radio is so related to anything concerning LOVE. And what's written in most of those songs are bullshit.
We need exposure. We need more exposure to the bands who are ever so willing to write and write and write. Imagine if their songs were on the radio, we would be listening to them now.
Who gives the stations the right on what to play..? Oh well... Money makes the world go round. Publicity. Tsk tsk. Such a sad mercenary world we're living in.
Sometimes the more we see, the more we feel sorry for what's happening to this place we live in.
Damn. I think I get carried away very easily and float off to whatever's on my mind too easily. Haa

Once more the back aches. I think I will go see the MO soon. I hope it won't get worse.

The chair I am sitting on right now stinks. AND I MEAN IT. But I don't have a choice... And furthermore, nothing's done by the owner. I hope it's air-ed at least....

I can't wait to ORD. I fucking hate the pointless things I do there. Conducts, Parades, Wayang sessions, staring sessions. And being forced to be a dog or else your boss hates you and you will suffer till you ORD. I think that's happening to me now... I got a feeling my boss hates me.. ARGHHHH.
To add to that, think of a hokkien peng boss who drinks and smokes a lot. I know that sounds like me. Shut up.

Damn. I was thinking this post would be without any topic on relationships, but here it comes running through my head again.
I am glad I decided to stop all my shit stiring. I'm not going to go after anyone for some time i guess... It creates a lot of unnecessary problems and stress. Like as if work isn't enough..
Having my mind sort of cleared from these issues makes me feel great. I feel much happier, though sometimes I think about stuff, but not that often. Letting go is such an important thing I think all of us should learn. Let go.

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