Wednesday, February 25, 2004
I know this is gonna sound kinda suicidal. But what's the point of living? I must emphasise that I don't intend to die that young for I have not seen much of this obscure world. Let me ask again, what are we living for? Please do not kill yourself if you happen to read this and really ask yourself this question. I'm just a curious person who wants to find out what's really in our heads.
Everyday I do the same things over and over again. Everyday I find for something worthwhile to do. Everyday I find something to do even if it's not worthwhile. What am I doing? What is my purpose here? Here as in HERE.
I do not have the answer. Maybe I should first ask, what do I want in life? If I can find that answer, perphaps I could move on to the first question.
Our mindsets have been fixed. Society, environment, family, friends, media, have played a part in forming a path which we believe is the way and that we have to follow it in order to succeed. (Suddenly I'm thinking Matrix.. Oh gosh) What is the truth? What is life? LIFE.
Questions which I have yet gotten an answer. Oh well, perphaps I bum around too much, thus causing my mind to go into a obfuscated world of it's own.
I've always thrown these questions aside in a corner of my mind, either being lazy to face it or just afraid to know the truth. (Now thinking X-Files. I think it's television. I told you all media plays a part!)
Oh well, I'll just eat my Hello Panda and wait a while more before I go to BBDC with xw for our bike theory lessons. Oh bother..
The above is just a thought. Please don't be bothered with it. I'm bored.
Everyday I do the same things over and over again. Everyday I find for something worthwhile to do. Everyday I find something to do even if it's not worthwhile. What am I doing? What is my purpose here? Here as in HERE.
I do not have the answer. Maybe I should first ask, what do I want in life? If I can find that answer, perphaps I could move on to the first question.
Our mindsets have been fixed. Society, environment, family, friends, media, have played a part in forming a path which we believe is the way and that we have to follow it in order to succeed. (Suddenly I'm thinking Matrix.. Oh gosh) What is the truth? What is life? LIFE.
Questions which I have yet gotten an answer. Oh well, perphaps I bum around too much, thus causing my mind to go into a obfuscated world of it's own.
I've always thrown these questions aside in a corner of my mind, either being lazy to face it or just afraid to know the truth. (Now thinking X-Files. I think it's television. I told you all media plays a part!)
Oh well, I'll just eat my Hello Panda and wait a while more before I go to BBDC with xw for our bike theory lessons. Oh bother..
The above is just a thought. Please don't be bothered with it. I'm bored.
