Wednesday, February 11, 2004
I don't know why I feel so lethargic everyday. I almost overslept this morning for work. Thank God my camp is near and that I own a bike. Phew!
I still feel sleepy. And achy. My back is aching every single day. I don't understand why the hell it happens everyday! And furthermore after exercising (i.e running) for the day and later sleeping, the next day would be worse! Now I've got certain angles I can't bend. Even touching my toes are a chore. I think I can't have sex anymore... Let's hope it's for the moment only! Not the sex though... =)
I think relationship problems are the most unwanted issue you would like to have. After talking to myself many times and almost seeing the light, the weight is already getting lesser and I feel so much better. Letting go is difficult, but then it helps. Why burden yourself when YOU are already such a heavy bastard?
Aren't other issues already weighing you down? And relationship problems is the last thing you would want to carry. LAST. I repeat again, LAST.
Regarding the above paragraph, well someone told me, "How old are you to talk about giving up and complaining? It's not the end, how can you give yourself a verdict so soon?" It went something like that... I didn't really quote from her as I am a really absent minded person. Dementia... She's one of my good friends who actually has quite similiar views and taste pertaining to music and movies. And she loves perfume. Some of the things I like. Ha.
Oh well, I think there're other problems out there that we're facing that actually needs more attention than the rest. Well.. small things like health? Wealth? Damn... I'm thinking of relationships again when it comes to problems... I think we can't deny the fact that it's not that important but close to our hearts. Sorry.
Let's talk about something else. Music!
Some CDs that I would love to have
1) The new Pet Shop Boys CD, Pop Art (I think)
2) The last Elva CD.. Not the latest one
3) The No Doubt Singles
4) Some Sunday's Best CDs!! HMV don't have their CDs at all! *SHOCK*
5) Anything Beyond that I don't have
6) Anything Sun Yanzi that I don't have
7) DAMN! Actually anything Elva too..
8) Maybe Travis? They're not bad.
9) RHCP
Sheesh.. My birthday is over. And I don't have any of the above mentioned.
HA HA HA, oh what the fuck.
Sunny Day Real Estate - Faces In Disguise
These fears come rushing in when I enter here
Another layer on my back
A blazing fire where our glances meet
The largest feeling towering over me
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
I long to take you to a secret place
Where we could lay aside our past
We’d throw the world away with all it’s pain
To shine like stars through storm and clouds and rain
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**
Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you’ll remember me...
I see a tear inside when you’re turned away
Another wound that I’d take back
If I could fill your heart just once and then
I’d take you now where we could live again
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**
Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you’ll remember me...
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**
I still feel sleepy. And achy. My back is aching every single day. I don't understand why the hell it happens everyday! And furthermore after exercising (i.e running) for the day and later sleeping, the next day would be worse! Now I've got certain angles I can't bend. Even touching my toes are a chore. I think I can't have sex anymore... Let's hope it's for the moment only! Not the sex though... =)
I think relationship problems are the most unwanted issue you would like to have. After talking to myself many times and almost seeing the light, the weight is already getting lesser and I feel so much better. Letting go is difficult, but then it helps. Why burden yourself when YOU are already such a heavy bastard?
Aren't other issues already weighing you down? And relationship problems is the last thing you would want to carry. LAST. I repeat again, LAST.
Regarding the above paragraph, well someone told me, "How old are you to talk about giving up and complaining? It's not the end, how can you give yourself a verdict so soon?" It went something like that... I didn't really quote from her as I am a really absent minded person. Dementia... She's one of my good friends who actually has quite similiar views and taste pertaining to music and movies. And she loves perfume. Some of the things I like. Ha.
Oh well, I think there're other problems out there that we're facing that actually needs more attention than the rest. Well.. small things like health? Wealth? Damn... I'm thinking of relationships again when it comes to problems... I think we can't deny the fact that it's not that important but close to our hearts. Sorry.
Let's talk about something else. Music!
Some CDs that I would love to have
1) The new Pet Shop Boys CD, Pop Art (I think)
2) The last Elva CD.. Not the latest one
3) The No Doubt Singles
4) Some Sunday's Best CDs!! HMV don't have their CDs at all! *SHOCK*
5) Anything Beyond that I don't have
6) Anything Sun Yanzi that I don't have
7) DAMN! Actually anything Elva too..
8) Maybe Travis? They're not bad.
9) RHCP
Sheesh.. My birthday is over. And I don't have any of the above mentioned.
HA HA HA, oh what the fuck.
Sunny Day Real Estate - Faces In Disguise
These fears come rushing in when I enter here
Another layer on my back
A blazing fire where our glances meet
The largest feeling towering over me
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
I long to take you to a secret place
Where we could lay aside our past
We’d throw the world away with all it’s pain
To shine like stars through storm and clouds and rain
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**
Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you’ll remember me...
I see a tear inside when you’re turned away
Another wound that I’d take back
If I could fill your heart just once and then
I’d take you now where we could live again
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**
Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you’ll remember me...
Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**
