Monday, May 23, 2005
The days seem to be getting better.
The clouds are clearing up, and I hope that I'll see better days ahead.
I'm so soft, I can actually be quite emotional.
All these learnt in just a very long unbearable week.
I will do my best.
The clouds are clearing up, and I hope that I'll see better days ahead.
I'm so soft, I can actually be quite emotional.
All these learnt in just a very long unbearable week.
I will do my best.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
A ship, sailing in calm waters, is going along nicely with a following wind. The crew, who know they lack some of the more tricky skills of dealing with bad weather, are perfectly happy in such good conditions.
But then a storm blows up. The crew don't know what to do and so sail right into the middle of the storm. Once in it, they lose their way, not knowing how to set a proper bearing and stick to it.
They go round and round within the storm, getting sicker and sicker, and the ship getting more and more battered. They try to do what they know but nothing seems to work, and after a while they become so exhausted they stop trying.
Eventually, the storm dies down and calm returns. After a time, the crew recover, and sail the ship onward, albeit in its slightly worn state.
They realise that if another storm comes along, they are going to be in the same position again, and so decide to put into the nearest port to learn the skills of coping with bad weather.
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I didn't write this. But I got it off a site while looking for answers.
But then a storm blows up. The crew don't know what to do and so sail right into the middle of the storm. Once in it, they lose their way, not knowing how to set a proper bearing and stick to it.
They go round and round within the storm, getting sicker and sicker, and the ship getting more and more battered. They try to do what they know but nothing seems to work, and after a while they become so exhausted they stop trying.
Eventually, the storm dies down and calm returns. After a time, the crew recover, and sail the ship onward, albeit in its slightly worn state.
They realise that if another storm comes along, they are going to be in the same position again, and so decide to put into the nearest port to learn the skills of coping with bad weather.
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I didn't write this. But I got it off a site while looking for answers.
The week has been turbulent.
It's indeed a great eye opener to who I really am and how much I can actually take.
I must train my mind to be strong.
I must know how to rationalise, and to think with a composed mind.
I must focus.
I must be there.
I must.
It's indeed a great eye opener to who I really am and how much I can actually take.
I must train my mind to be strong.
I must know how to rationalise, and to think with a composed mind.
I must focus.
I must be there.
I must.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
God. Help. Me.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
The Cure - Love Song
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am fun again
However far away,
I will always love you
However long I stay,
I will always love you
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am clean again
However far away,
I will always love you
However long I stay,
I will always love you
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you
I will always love you
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What a fantastic simple love song.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am fun again
However far away,
I will always love you
However long I stay,
I will always love you
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am clean again
However far away,
I will always love you
However long I stay,
I will always love you
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you
I will always love you
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What a fantastic simple love song.
Friday, May 13, 2005
The month has been a blast
The surreality blew me away
But I know it won't last
I'll embrace it till the last day
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The past 2 weeks have really been a blast.
I don't know if it's called a reunion, but it's something like that.
I don't know who I've found.
Did I find a lost friend? Or did I find someone else?
I've been thinking more than usual of late.
Do I want this? Or do I not?
Should I do this? Or should I not?
Do I really want the answers?
I'll just enjoy each day, while the day lasts.
Thank you.
The surreality blew me away
But I know it won't last
I'll embrace it till the last day
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The past 2 weeks have really been a blast.
I don't know if it's called a reunion, but it's something like that.
I don't know who I've found.
Did I find a lost friend? Or did I find someone else?
I've been thinking more than usual of late.
Do I want this? Or do I not?
Should I do this? Or should I not?
Do I really want the answers?
I'll just enjoy each day, while the day lasts.
Thank you.
Monday, May 02, 2005
I've finished my films for the SIFF.
Of the 5 shows I picked, I only really enjoyed 2, being 'Tarnation' and '4th World War'.
The rest were only ok... But still weren't that bad, except 'Tokyo Noir' having a bit too much unnecessary sex.
Glad to see aloy today!
What a surprise!
What was even more of a surprise was the beautiful lady standing beside him.
Good job aloy, and thanks for coming down to visit, really appreciate your time, and your coffee.
How long have I not been to the snake's lair for a soccer match?
But upon reaching his humble lair, it seems just too familiar, except one thing.
Furby humps legs. My leg. And had a hard on.
wtf.
Yes. wtf.
I don't know what's with all the girls, liking Furby just bylooking at his cute pics.
I must warn everyone, Furby's not as cute as you think.
He's more then fur and a cute face.
Inside, he's an animal(?), full of lust and desire for anything that resembles a pole.
Sorry snake, but I think I hate him a little.
He raped my leg.
Of the 5 shows I picked, I only really enjoyed 2, being 'Tarnation' and '4th World War'.
The rest were only ok... But still weren't that bad, except 'Tokyo Noir' having a bit too much unnecessary sex.
Glad to see aloy today!
What a surprise!
What was even more of a surprise was the beautiful lady standing beside him.
Good job aloy, and thanks for coming down to visit, really appreciate your time, and your coffee.
How long have I not been to the snake's lair for a soccer match?
But upon reaching his humble lair, it seems just too familiar, except one thing.
Furby humps legs. My leg. And had a hard on.
wtf.
Yes. wtf.
I don't know what's with all the girls, liking Furby just bylooking at his cute pics.
I must warn everyone, Furby's not as cute as you think.
He's more then fur and a cute face.
Inside, he's an animal(?), full of lust and desire for anything that resembles a pole.
Sorry snake, but I think I hate him a little.
He raped my leg.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
